it is the month of july.
expecting to spent more than usual this month.
hoho.
since that pink phone of mine got 'picked' by some brainless person,
and since my old phone is a little retard. *but thank goodness, i still can use it to communicate.*
and also Rachel for fussing about getting a new phone,
somehow that thought of getting a new phone got into me.
which is a good thing actually.
i think?
yeah. so i went scouting for new phones with Rachel for like the whole month, wait. i think it was more than one month.
in a way, i still didnt find it necessary to get a new phone mainly cos,
1. it requires about 1k + if i want one,
2. my retard phone is still working,
3. there were too many choices that got me confused.
ended up, i thought of getting samsung galaxy s2.
but. just as i decided, my aunt came along and said,
"why dont u get one laptop for yourself?"
now THAT, got me thinking.
to get a laptop, i need at least 2k?
and it was between inspiron and xps.
but now i've decided on inspiron 15R, i5? yeah.
well, if i were to buy those two, it'll be like 3-4k already.
=/
and. i havent told my mom!
so yeah. will see how things go.
cos i'm gonna go visit my mom in macau and do my shopping there.
and goodness knows how much i will spent SHOPPING there.
like i have a list of stuffs to shop.
1. shoes
2. clothes
3. bags
4. cinnamoroll merchandise
5. food...? =F
yeah. it can be broken down further.
and i'll be there for one whole week.
talk about the amount of money i'll be spending this month.
that itself, has not include a handphone and laptop.
but my priority now would be the laptop over the handphone.
bleah.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Friday, July 1, 2011
here i am singing If I Die Young by The Band Perry.
i have no idea why,
and it's in the middle of the night right now.
if i'm singing horribly, i'd probably bring nightmares to those who can actually hear me. =O
i have no idea how that links, but i do believe it does. hehe
hah. i've got a speech to write tomorrow.
i dont think i'm prepared. =/
this blog is still unpublicised. only a few know of this blog, wait. maybe nobody at all. haha. yeah. i guess publicising wouldnt make much of a difference anyways?
i dont know. i'm still contemplating if i should or i should not.
well.
all that i know now is that it's already 4am.
and i'm not feeling sleepy at all.
ah yes. today was a feat.
it was as though i have not eaten for a very long period of time
and today i could just go on and on eating.
i believe i could go on eating if there happen to be food that i like eating placed before me.
i'd defintely tackle those nomnom-licious food if i didnt have to go for class or needing to buy any food or needing to move anywhere at all.
hah.
surely there is a reason behind the sudden appetite, no?
=)
owh well, i've been pretty much starving myself since i started college anyways.
it was either out of laziness, or i had no cash at that moment or the food was just that unappetizing.
yeah. i still need to eat though.
but i appreciate food more now i guess?
huh!
i take that previous sentence back. =X
i know i'll just melt at the taste of good food now. =F
owh right, in fact, i'm hungry right at this moment! =O
no good, no good.
anyhow. thank goodness i did not go on describing the food i want to eat.
maybe i should be describing on how this hunger right now feels like!
no.
lazy.
i shall go back to sleep now.
=)
i have no idea why,
and it's in the middle of the night right now.
if i'm singing horribly, i'd probably bring nightmares to those who can actually hear me. =O
i have no idea how that links, but i do believe it does. hehe
hah. i've got a speech to write tomorrow.
i dont think i'm prepared. =/
this blog is still unpublicised. only a few know of this blog, wait. maybe nobody at all. haha. yeah. i guess publicising wouldnt make much of a difference anyways?
i dont know. i'm still contemplating if i should or i should not.
well.
all that i know now is that it's already 4am.
and i'm not feeling sleepy at all.
ah yes. today was a feat.
it was as though i have not eaten for a very long period of time
and today i could just go on and on eating.
i believe i could go on eating if there happen to be food that i like eating placed before me.
i'd defintely tackle those nomnom-licious food if i didnt have to go for class or needing to buy any food or needing to move anywhere at all.
hah.
surely there is a reason behind the sudden appetite, no?
=)
owh well, i've been pretty much starving myself since i started college anyways.
it was either out of laziness, or i had no cash at that moment or the food was just that unappetizing.
yeah. i still need to eat though.
but i appreciate food more now i guess?
huh!
i take that previous sentence back. =X
i know i'll just melt at the taste of good food now. =F
owh right, in fact, i'm hungry right at this moment! =O
no good, no good.
anyhow. thank goodness i did not go on describing the food i want to eat.
maybe i should be describing on how this hunger right now feels like!
no.
lazy.
i shall go back to sleep now.
=)
if i die young,
just burn me up and wash me into the sea. =)
but then again, what is life without a life.
it's almost like you're a walking corpse.
in a way, it feels like it wouldnt make much difference if you're dead or alive.
might as well disappear and vanish; as though there was no existence of you in the first place.
life should never be taken forgranted, but throughout our lives, all we do is hunt, search high and low, look into every corners, trying to figure ourselves out, and also the true meaning of life.
maybe life would actually begin when we stop bothering about all these unnecessary thoughts.
but then again, it isnt easy for some of us. our minds are constantly at work, thinking, wondering, and questioning.
life should never be take forgranted,
some have high and mighty ambitious dreams but are unable to achieve them,
while others have the life to go for it, but for some reasons, just wouldnt be bothered to go for it.
life is a contradicting matter.
wait, maybe not matter, you cant weight life.
but u can measure... wops. i think i just contradicted myself again. =O
i have no stand in this, but life should be valued.
the question HOW, is something each and everyone of us have to figure out on our own.
life.
what is life?
*i really dont know how to go on about this, i'll just get myself even more confused than i currently am right now. =/*
**sorry**
but then again, what is life without a life.
it's almost like you're a walking corpse.
in a way, it feels like it wouldnt make much difference if you're dead or alive.
might as well disappear and vanish; as though there was no existence of you in the first place.
life should never be taken forgranted, but throughout our lives, all we do is hunt, search high and low, look into every corners, trying to figure ourselves out, and also the true meaning of life.
maybe life would actually begin when we stop bothering about all these unnecessary thoughts.
but then again, it isnt easy for some of us. our minds are constantly at work, thinking, wondering, and questioning.
life should never be take forgranted,
some have high and mighty ambitious dreams but are unable to achieve them,
while others have the life to go for it, but for some reasons, just wouldnt be bothered to go for it.
life is a contradicting matter.
wait, maybe not matter, you cant weight life.
but u can measure... wops. i think i just contradicted myself again. =O
i have no stand in this, but life should be valued.
the question HOW, is something each and everyone of us have to figure out on our own.
life.
what is life?
*i really dont know how to go on about this, i'll just get myself even more confused than i currently am right now. =/*
**sorry**
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
why am i not surprised she's rapping?
doesnt even seem like HER song and yet it is in HER album.
55% of the song was sung by another artist and 25% of the song was rapped by one male rapper. all she did was rap for like what? 20% of the song, maybe even less.
what a way to start off a post.
start it off with a complain that wasnt even necessary at all.
=/
in fact this year itself i realise i complained like ten folds of what i would have normally complained for the previous years of my life.
yes, my mom even calls me long-winded cos i kept repeating and pestering her about the same thing over and over again.
yes, my auntie learnt to face those crap i pour on her by giving me no response at all.
yes, i still do in until today.
like i said, it is even amplified.
even this year i realised i had temper.
outraging temper.
similar like how the earth erupts now and then, unpredictably.
and if that anger was not released smoothly, it'll end up as blizzard-like complaints.
i can even complain about that same thing for the whole week.
and u shouldnt be surprised if it carried on for a month or so. =O
it is that bad! =/
55% of the song was sung by another artist and 25% of the song was rapped by one male rapper. all she did was rap for like what? 20% of the song, maybe even less.
what a way to start off a post.
start it off with a complain that wasnt even necessary at all.
=/
in fact this year itself i realise i complained like ten folds of what i would have normally complained for the previous years of my life.
yes, my mom even calls me long-winded cos i kept repeating and pestering her about the same thing over and over again.
yes, my auntie learnt to face those crap i pour on her by giving me no response at all.
yes, i still do in until today.
like i said, it is even amplified.
even this year i realised i had temper.
outraging temper.
similar like how the earth erupts now and then, unpredictably.
and if that anger was not released smoothly, it'll end up as blizzard-like complaints.
i can even complain about that same thing for the whole week.
and u shouldnt be surprised if it carried on for a month or so. =O
it is that bad! =/
i have a speech task to write this coming friday.
nope. i dont think i have the confidence to write it yet. =/
DUSH. what should i do to gain my confidence?! =(
damnit. i miss writing fantasy craps. where i can fly millions of miles away from reality and crap whatever crap i feel like crapping.
*aha! alliteration. =D*
and eld is full of serious writing.
and alot of talking.
which i am NOT good at, like at all. =/
oh. and it's a scaled down subject as well, which means my total marks will be pulled down at the end of the year. like wtc.
i'm not even doing well already and then today i found out, it is a scaled down subject. =(
such sadness.
and today i also found out that three of my subjects are scaled down subjects.
*complains*frets*mumbles*
i think it would be bio, psy and eld.
bleah. =/
i have to scaled up subjects though! math cd and chem.
then they gave us a talk about a chance to drop one subject to focus on the remaining 4 subjects.
now here is what i think:
bio:
i love bio. and i want to study animals. so there is NO WAY i'm dropping this. my best subject of the 5. double NO WAY.
chem:
prerequisite subject. =/ no choice i guess. knowing that it is a scaled up, i gave me a tiny bit of hope. at least a little. since i aint fairing that well as i expected, but i guess i will be... okay? hrm...
psy:
initially i thought this subject would be fun. *one tight smack in the face* yes it is interesting, but the terms needed to be remembered is way worst than moral. bleah. scaled down subject. =( i can't drop this subject. cos i helped me alot in understanding both myself and humans. =D
eld:
also initially thought i would fair well since it's JUST english. *tight smack in the face number 2* dush. with all those serious writing, i totally lost my confidence in writing. like seriously. but it's a MUST subject. and since i cant drop my eld and join english (which seems so much more fun compared to eld), i've got to buck up. =/
mathcd:
... another prerequisite subject. it seems that i NEED this subject to get myself into Melbourne U. and this is my worst subject of the 5. struggling. i believe i just need to get myself to practice more and i'll be alright. =O
nope. i'm not dropping any subjects.
it's dumb. what if the 5th subject actually turns out the be way better than the first 4 subjects? by then, u'll probably start regretting like hell.
anyhow. i just felt like saying that.
hehe.
HAHAHA! as awesome as life can be, it is also full of complicants.
if only i could pour lubricants on those frictions for everything to go on smoothly,
if only problems would only appear in dramas,
if only there is a portal to another world altogether,
if only ...
nope. i dont think i have the confidence to write it yet. =/
DUSH. what should i do to gain my confidence?! =(
damnit. i miss writing fantasy craps. where i can fly millions of miles away from reality and crap whatever crap i feel like crapping.
*aha! alliteration. =D*
and eld is full of serious writing.
and alot of talking.
which i am NOT good at, like at all. =/
oh. and it's a scaled down subject as well, which means my total marks will be pulled down at the end of the year. like wtc.
i'm not even doing well already and then today i found out, it is a scaled down subject. =(
such sadness.
and today i also found out that three of my subjects are scaled down subjects.
*complains*frets*mumbles*
i think it would be bio, psy and eld.
bleah. =/
i have to scaled up subjects though! math cd and chem.
then they gave us a talk about a chance to drop one subject to focus on the remaining 4 subjects.
now here is what i think:
bio:
i love bio. and i want to study animals. so there is NO WAY i'm dropping this. my best subject of the 5. double NO WAY.
chem:
prerequisite subject. =/ no choice i guess. knowing that it is a scaled up, i gave me a tiny bit of hope. at least a little. since i aint fairing that well as i expected, but i guess i will be... okay? hrm...
psy:
initially i thought this subject would be fun. *one tight smack in the face* yes it is interesting, but the terms needed to be remembered is way worst than moral. bleah. scaled down subject. =( i can't drop this subject. cos i helped me alot in understanding both myself and humans. =D
eld:
also initially thought i would fair well since it's JUST english. *tight smack in the face number 2* dush. with all those serious writing, i totally lost my confidence in writing. like seriously. but it's a MUST subject. and since i cant drop my eld and join english (which seems so much more fun compared to eld), i've got to buck up. =/
mathcd:
... another prerequisite subject. it seems that i NEED this subject to get myself into Melbourne U. and this is my worst subject of the 5. struggling. i believe i just need to get myself to practice more and i'll be alright. =O
nope. i'm not dropping any subjects.
it's dumb. what if the 5th subject actually turns out the be way better than the first 4 subjects? by then, u'll probably start regretting like hell.
anyhow. i just felt like saying that.
hehe.
HAHAHA! as awesome as life can be, it is also full of complicants.
if only i could pour lubricants on those frictions for everything to go on smoothly,
if only problems would only appear in dramas,
if only there is a portal to another world altogether,
if only ...
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
when it goes la la la.
i'm currently singing my lungs off, right this very moment, i just sing.
with my headphones on, music blasted into my ears, i just sing.
my uncle and auntie are downstairs with their own music on, i just sing.
knowing that they could hear my voice cracking like mad, i just sing.
looking at lyrics, following the melody, i just sing.
not knowing what the lyrics meant, i just sing.
risking getting a sore throat cos of bad singing, i just sing.
pretty much testing my vocals. eventhough i cant really hear what i'm singing cos the music playing in my ears is really that loud. o.o
owh well. screw it. i shall continue singing. =)
with my headphones on, music blasted into my ears, i just sing.
my uncle and auntie are downstairs with their own music on, i just sing.
knowing that they could hear my voice cracking like mad, i just sing.
looking at lyrics, following the melody, i just sing.
not knowing what the lyrics meant, i just sing.
risking getting a sore throat cos of bad singing, i just sing.
pretty much testing my vocals. eventhough i cant really hear what i'm singing cos the music playing in my ears is really that loud. o.o
owh well. screw it. i shall continue singing. =)
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