i cant sing.
but i still wanna sing! cos there are times where i think i CAN SING!
that's just hahahahahaa. =D
owh yeah. facebook is being retarded at this time.
which is a good thing. nehehe
oh wait. it's just not working on IE. it's doing normally on Mozilla. =O
wtc?
okay. i'm randomly laughing at random things that doesnt require laughters. =O
whatever i just said doesnt make sense either. =O
wtc? @@
just got back from ice-cream session with my auntie.
had some heart to heart talk with her.
and i do like these moments. =)
at least i know i am accompanying my auntie. that's satisfying.
oh right. *i will never be satisfied with anything, the moment i have it, the moment i'll want something else -.- *
and so i have a problem with my monday, tuesday and wednesday's timetable.
WHY? cos in the case of a class being canceled, i'll be stoning for at least 2 hours.
on mondays, i have only bio(3), math(4) and chem(6).
the numbers indicate the time slot. between 3rd and 4th slot, we have break for 30mins (this excludes the time to WALK down to the cafeteria and also back to class).
i would normally go late on monday but really, it depends on my mood. =O
then tuesdays, psy(1), bio(3), chem(6).
and wednesdays, eld(2), math(4) and chem(6).
SO. LIKE YESTERDAY, we had bio canceled. and so i stoned from 9.45am up until 3.15pm.
and then today, i stoned from 11am up until 3.15pm.
at least today wasnt as bad as yesterday, but yes. stoning todays in a row is just... lifeless.
I COULD'VE STUDIED!
but nope. i couldnt get that mood switched on.
then comes thursday, psy(1), eld(2), bio(3), math(4) and chem(6)
the reason the 5th slot is empty cos we only take 5 subjects. so it's my break time then.
i dont have to worry about stoning on thursday, *relieve*
then friday, i will only be stoning for 2 hours, waiting for malaysian studies. -.-
hoho. i'm complaining like mad. I DONT CARE! ROAR!!!!!! >=(
i blame the hormones. =X
yeap. i got lectured by my auntie just now, saying i should use my stoning time to study.
i'm sure this person with the name Wee Kin, would lecture me on that too. =/
yeap. i'm randomly complaining right now. =/
oh right, there was this unreasonable road block today.
caused me to be stuck in the awesome jam for like 50minutes and i have to park in elephant walk today. HURH.
SERIOUSLY, I NEED A REASON WHY ARE THERE ROADBLOCKS!!!!!!!!!
note the s behind the roadblock.
yes. i'm making a big fuss about it, cos i still dont know the reason why behind it and i just comaplain and get angry over it. =D
now, i need to do my assignment.
hoh. i have two bio assignments and one psycho assignment, due first week of august.
awesome.
and and and. i have a presentation tomoro.
i hate presentations. i can never talk properly. -.-
HAIYA. sui bien. =/
i'm confused.
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
different ppl have different perspective of life.
it is not surprising that almost everything is a total opposite in another person's life
and with that mindset, the other person may be deemed as some delusionalised person, with a total different personality and thoughts.
an issue to argue upon,
a never ending debate,
never resolved,
there is not one individual who knows exactly what life is
there isnt a written rule about it
there isnt a guideline to it
there is only opinions, perspectives and thoughts.
it is the "what" that you choose to believe in.
by right, there is no rights for a person to say WHAT is right and WHAT is wrong.
there is no point in arguing about it either.
=O
i'm confused.
it is not surprising that almost everything is a total opposite in another person's life
and with that mindset, the other person may be deemed as some delusionalised person, with a total different personality and thoughts.
an issue to argue upon,
a never ending debate,
never resolved,
there is not one individual who knows exactly what life is
there isnt a written rule about it
there isnt a guideline to it
there is only opinions, perspectives and thoughts.
it is the "what" that you choose to believe in.
by right, there is no rights for a person to say WHAT is right and WHAT is wrong.
there is no point in arguing about it either.
=O
i'm confused.
Sunday, July 3, 2011
JUMP!!
thank you koktong, rachel and regina.
u all got me addicted to
PLUMET.
-.-
i've been playing it almost everyday since the day i knew about it
it got me so curious, like WHY ON EARTH ARE THEY SO PROUD OF THEIR socalled ACHIEVEMENT.
so i clicked. and
until today, i'm still trying to beat my own score.
pathetic.
but yeah. it is HARD. =O
hahahhaahhahahahahahhaahahahahhaha
it a no brainer game dude.
it is all depending on your luck. and that's about it. =D
yeah. i no luck. i can only reach 1455 aften gazillions of tries -.-
ah well. for those of u who have no tried, that is if u even come across this blog, YOU SHOULD TRY!!! =D
it's only jumping and rolling and moving left and right. no worries buddeyh~ ;D
u all got me addicted to
PLUMET.
-.-
i've been playing it almost everyday since the day i knew about it
it got me so curious, like WHY ON EARTH ARE THEY SO PROUD OF THEIR socalled ACHIEVEMENT.
so i clicked. and
until today, i'm still trying to beat my own score.
pathetic.
but yeah. it is HARD. =O
hahahhaahhahahahahahhaahahahahhaha
it a no brainer game dude.
it is all depending on your luck. and that's about it. =D
yeah. i no luck. i can only reach 1455 aften gazillions of tries -.-
ah well. for those of u who have no tried, that is if u even come across this blog, YOU SHOULD TRY!!! =D
it's only jumping and rolling and moving left and right. no worries buddeyh~ ;D
Saturday, July 2, 2011
school is cool, really?
so i went to school today
and i had this very weird feeling of zoning out
did not bother hanging out with my usual gang which i usually do.
it was so... weird.
i just didnt feel like i belong there.
thinking back, i was always alone back in high school
yes, i have friends like at every corner,
but the only thing i remember was random chat with random friends/people,
i would wonder around alone in school.
i didnt feel astrange at all.
i always preferred being alone.
even if i do have my recess with a group of my friends,
they would normally be a different group of ppl every single day.
nope. i had no fixed group.
i was a loner.
wait. no. i'm still a loner.
at least now in college, i have a group of ppl i hang out with every single break.
i'm thankful for that.
but i still tend to stroll away if i can. =O
but it was always a failed intention.
it's like a daily routine already, being there, seeing the same group of ppl everyday.
high school was a whole different thing, nothing compared to the current life i have.
no doubt, high school is still high school
but as i was pondering alone just now, i had this thought,
"thank goodness i'm out of highschool."
i didnt like the fact that we have to follow every single rule that did not make sense at all.
i didnt like the fact that teachers think they were the one and only that we can depend on.
i didnt like the fact that we had to sit there in the tapak perhimpunan for daily morning assembly.
i didnt like the fact that there were no respect in almost everyone in a certain way.
i didnt like the fact that we were tied to almost everything.
practically, high school is screwed up.
but it's free education.
free?
nah. it is so called free, but we still needed to pay.
the text books back then were just dumb.
we had to pay few hundreds just to get them. yearly.
thank goodness the government subsidised the books. which should have been done like AGES ago.
i'm not thrashing. i'm only stating my opinion.
the political part in high school was just way worst.
imiagine kids not knowing anything back then, and teachers exploiting everyway they can.
no. not all teachers do it. but since the majority was doing it, the innocent turn into one of them as well.
again. i'm stating what i'm seeing.
i still do not understand what on earth PIBG is for.
all i know is that they collect money and spend money on some 'good-for-nothing-upgrades'. so called upgrades that is.
why arent they getting proper studying gadgets for the kids if they do have that much money?
like seriously, each student requiring to pay rm50, per year.
those schools with goodness-knows-how-many-thousand students there are, collecting goodness-knows-how-many-millions-of-ringgit-malaysia per annum.
tien ah.
now i see why the ******* is so screwed up.
thank goodness i made the best out of my last year in high school.
but it turns out it didnt really help me in anyway.
i was back to square one when i started college.
pfft.
my most memorable year would definitely be form 5.
the year where i made the best of everything.
at least i'd like to think i did.
and it is the only thing i am proud of.
but like i said, it did NOT help me in anyway right after high school ended.
so much for my effort.
but yet it was a memorable one, i guess that was the thing that worth the most.
*here starts my bragging moment, u can choose to ignore this part up until the next sentence that has this star thing. =) *
first. i broke up with my bf.
hah. that's right boy. one smack in your face. i think i made him into a monster though. he's like some ass right now. =O
i did it cos i wanted to make the best of my last year in high school.
i dont care if u see this, cos i believe you're some desperate bastard right now.
next, i just wanted to take up as many posts as i can.
i thought it would help me sometime later but yeah. damnit.
managed to get president for girl guide and green house. =)
also got secretary post for athletics.
my girl guide teacher even threatened to drop my position if i did not do my job properly cos i had that post as captain of green house.
the most tiring job i had to do was the secretary work.
that teacher was so troublesome and lazy. i had to run round the school ten times just because he did not do that one small thing which was long ago due.
hurh.
i remember for the first 4-5 months of form5, i was running like everywhere,
only going home at about 6pm almost everyday.
i was given the responsibility, i will not take it forgranted. roar!
oh right! i didnt have that intention to participate for the mssd thingy that year.
but i went for the training cos i thought i had to.
which was a good thing, cos it made me participate in the high jump event.
which then got me bronze. =F
well. i was super happy. i broke my own record. and it was a rebound for me cos i couldnt even reach my own record the previous year.
dont bother asking me how high it was, i'm not that good. i'm only average. =O
as for my green house, it was another super achievement for me. =)
sweet! i lead my team to victory! nehehehehehe
though i did not participate much for that year's sports, which was a good thing, cos my friend who was trailing behind me for this long jump event, finally won her gold. =)
*glory moment ends here*
then it came to studies.
huh. all i can say is that i have wasted time.
=/
well. this is one super long post. i doubt anyone would bother reading this.
but at the same time, i really feel like publicising this post.
=O
nah. i'm sure even if i did, not many will be seeing this. =D
and yes.
i miss u retarded ppl of smk pbp1. =(
and i had this very weird feeling of zoning out
did not bother hanging out with my usual gang which i usually do.
it was so... weird.
i just didnt feel like i belong there.
thinking back, i was always alone back in high school
yes, i have friends like at every corner,
but the only thing i remember was random chat with random friends/people,
i would wonder around alone in school.
i didnt feel astrange at all.
i always preferred being alone.
even if i do have my recess with a group of my friends,
they would normally be a different group of ppl every single day.
nope. i had no fixed group.
i was a loner.
wait. no. i'm still a loner.
at least now in college, i have a group of ppl i hang out with every single break.
i'm thankful for that.
but i still tend to stroll away if i can. =O
but it was always a failed intention.
it's like a daily routine already, being there, seeing the same group of ppl everyday.
high school was a whole different thing, nothing compared to the current life i have.
no doubt, high school is still high school
but as i was pondering alone just now, i had this thought,
"thank goodness i'm out of highschool."
i didnt like the fact that we have to follow every single rule that did not make sense at all.
i didnt like the fact that teachers think they were the one and only that we can depend on.
i didnt like the fact that we had to sit there in the tapak perhimpunan for daily morning assembly.
i didnt like the fact that there were no respect in almost everyone in a certain way.
i didnt like the fact that we were tied to almost everything.
practically, high school is screwed up.
but it's free education.
free?
nah. it is so called free, but we still needed to pay.
the text books back then were just dumb.
we had to pay few hundreds just to get them. yearly.
thank goodness the government subsidised the books. which should have been done like AGES ago.
i'm not thrashing. i'm only stating my opinion.
the political part in high school was just way worst.
imiagine kids not knowing anything back then, and teachers exploiting everyway they can.
no. not all teachers do it. but since the majority was doing it, the innocent turn into one of them as well.
again. i'm stating what i'm seeing.
i still do not understand what on earth PIBG is for.
all i know is that they collect money and spend money on some 'good-for-nothing-upgrades'. so called upgrades that is.
why arent they getting proper studying gadgets for the kids if they do have that much money?
like seriously, each student requiring to pay rm50, per year.
those schools with goodness-knows-how-many-thousand students there are, collecting goodness-knows-how-many-millions-of-ringgit-malaysia per annum.
tien ah.
now i see why the ******* is so screwed up.
thank goodness i made the best out of my last year in high school.
but it turns out it didnt really help me in anyway.
i was back to square one when i started college.
pfft.
my most memorable year would definitely be form 5.
the year where i made the best of everything.
at least i'd like to think i did.
and it is the only thing i am proud of.
but like i said, it did NOT help me in anyway right after high school ended.
so much for my effort.
but yet it was a memorable one, i guess that was the thing that worth the most.
*here starts my bragging moment, u can choose to ignore this part up until the next sentence that has this star thing. =) *
first. i broke up with my bf.
hah. that's right boy. one smack in your face. i think i made him into a monster though. he's like some ass right now. =O
i did it cos i wanted to make the best of my last year in high school.
i dont care if u see this, cos i believe you're some desperate bastard right now.
next, i just wanted to take up as many posts as i can.
i thought it would help me sometime later but yeah. damnit.
managed to get president for girl guide and green house. =)
also got secretary post for athletics.
my girl guide teacher even threatened to drop my position if i did not do my job properly cos i had that post as captain of green house.
the most tiring job i had to do was the secretary work.
that teacher was so troublesome and lazy. i had to run round the school ten times just because he did not do that one small thing which was long ago due.
hurh.
i remember for the first 4-5 months of form5, i was running like everywhere,
only going home at about 6pm almost everyday.
i was given the responsibility, i will not take it forgranted. roar!
oh right! i didnt have that intention to participate for the mssd thingy that year.
but i went for the training cos i thought i had to.
which was a good thing, cos it made me participate in the high jump event.
which then got me bronze. =F
well. i was super happy. i broke my own record. and it was a rebound for me cos i couldnt even reach my own record the previous year.
dont bother asking me how high it was, i'm not that good. i'm only average. =O
as for my green house, it was another super achievement for me. =)
sweet! i lead my team to victory! nehehehehehe
though i did not participate much for that year's sports, which was a good thing, cos my friend who was trailing behind me for this long jump event, finally won her gold. =)
*glory moment ends here*
then it came to studies.
huh. all i can say is that i have wasted time.
=/
well. this is one super long post. i doubt anyone would bother reading this.
but at the same time, i really feel like publicising this post.
=O
nah. i'm sure even if i did, not many will be seeing this. =D
and yes.
i miss u retarded ppl of smk pbp1. =(
roly poly~
it is the month of july.
expecting to spent more than usual this month.
hoho.
since that pink phone of mine got 'picked' by some brainless person,
and since my old phone is a little retard. *but thank goodness, i still can use it to communicate.*
and also Rachel for fussing about getting a new phone,
somehow that thought of getting a new phone got into me.
which is a good thing actually.
i think?
yeah. so i went scouting for new phones with Rachel for like the whole month, wait. i think it was more than one month.
in a way, i still didnt find it necessary to get a new phone mainly cos,
1. it requires about 1k + if i want one,
2. my retard phone is still working,
3. there were too many choices that got me confused.
ended up, i thought of getting samsung galaxy s2.
but. just as i decided, my aunt came along and said,
"why dont u get one laptop for yourself?"
now THAT, got me thinking.
to get a laptop, i need at least 2k?
and it was between inspiron and xps.
but now i've decided on inspiron 15R, i5? yeah.
well, if i were to buy those two, it'll be like 3-4k already.
=/
and. i havent told my mom!
so yeah. will see how things go.
cos i'm gonna go visit my mom in macau and do my shopping there.
and goodness knows how much i will spent SHOPPING there.
like i have a list of stuffs to shop.
1. shoes
2. clothes
3. bags
4. cinnamoroll merchandise
5. food...? =F
yeah. it can be broken down further.
and i'll be there for one whole week.
talk about the amount of money i'll be spending this month.
that itself, has not include a handphone and laptop.
but my priority now would be the laptop over the handphone.
bleah.
expecting to spent more than usual this month.
hoho.
since that pink phone of mine got 'picked' by some brainless person,
and since my old phone is a little retard. *but thank goodness, i still can use it to communicate.*
and also Rachel for fussing about getting a new phone,
somehow that thought of getting a new phone got into me.
which is a good thing actually.
i think?
yeah. so i went scouting for new phones with Rachel for like the whole month, wait. i think it was more than one month.
in a way, i still didnt find it necessary to get a new phone mainly cos,
1. it requires about 1k + if i want one,
2. my retard phone is still working,
3. there were too many choices that got me confused.
ended up, i thought of getting samsung galaxy s2.
but. just as i decided, my aunt came along and said,
"why dont u get one laptop for yourself?"
now THAT, got me thinking.
to get a laptop, i need at least 2k?
and it was between inspiron and xps.
but now i've decided on inspiron 15R, i5? yeah.
well, if i were to buy those two, it'll be like 3-4k already.
=/
and. i havent told my mom!
so yeah. will see how things go.
cos i'm gonna go visit my mom in macau and do my shopping there.
and goodness knows how much i will spent SHOPPING there.
like i have a list of stuffs to shop.
1. shoes
2. clothes
3. bags
4. cinnamoroll merchandise
5. food...? =F
yeah. it can be broken down further.
and i'll be there for one whole week.
talk about the amount of money i'll be spending this month.
that itself, has not include a handphone and laptop.
but my priority now would be the laptop over the handphone.
bleah.
Friday, July 1, 2011
here i am singing If I Die Young by The Band Perry.
i have no idea why,
and it's in the middle of the night right now.
if i'm singing horribly, i'd probably bring nightmares to those who can actually hear me. =O
i have no idea how that links, but i do believe it does. hehe
hah. i've got a speech to write tomorrow.
i dont think i'm prepared. =/
this blog is still unpublicised. only a few know of this blog, wait. maybe nobody at all. haha. yeah. i guess publicising wouldnt make much of a difference anyways?
i dont know. i'm still contemplating if i should or i should not.
well.
all that i know now is that it's already 4am.
and i'm not feeling sleepy at all.
ah yes. today was a feat.
it was as though i have not eaten for a very long period of time
and today i could just go on and on eating.
i believe i could go on eating if there happen to be food that i like eating placed before me.
i'd defintely tackle those nomnom-licious food if i didnt have to go for class or needing to buy any food or needing to move anywhere at all.
hah.
surely there is a reason behind the sudden appetite, no?
=)
owh well, i've been pretty much starving myself since i started college anyways.
it was either out of laziness, or i had no cash at that moment or the food was just that unappetizing.
yeah. i still need to eat though.
but i appreciate food more now i guess?
huh!
i take that previous sentence back. =X
i know i'll just melt at the taste of good food now. =F
owh right, in fact, i'm hungry right at this moment! =O
no good, no good.
anyhow. thank goodness i did not go on describing the food i want to eat.
maybe i should be describing on how this hunger right now feels like!
no.
lazy.
i shall go back to sleep now.
=)
i have no idea why,
and it's in the middle of the night right now.
if i'm singing horribly, i'd probably bring nightmares to those who can actually hear me. =O
i have no idea how that links, but i do believe it does. hehe
hah. i've got a speech to write tomorrow.
i dont think i'm prepared. =/
this blog is still unpublicised. only a few know of this blog, wait. maybe nobody at all. haha. yeah. i guess publicising wouldnt make much of a difference anyways?
i dont know. i'm still contemplating if i should or i should not.
well.
all that i know now is that it's already 4am.
and i'm not feeling sleepy at all.
ah yes. today was a feat.
it was as though i have not eaten for a very long period of time
and today i could just go on and on eating.
i believe i could go on eating if there happen to be food that i like eating placed before me.
i'd defintely tackle those nomnom-licious food if i didnt have to go for class or needing to buy any food or needing to move anywhere at all.
hah.
surely there is a reason behind the sudden appetite, no?
=)
owh well, i've been pretty much starving myself since i started college anyways.
it was either out of laziness, or i had no cash at that moment or the food was just that unappetizing.
yeah. i still need to eat though.
but i appreciate food more now i guess?
huh!
i take that previous sentence back. =X
i know i'll just melt at the taste of good food now. =F
owh right, in fact, i'm hungry right at this moment! =O
no good, no good.
anyhow. thank goodness i did not go on describing the food i want to eat.
maybe i should be describing on how this hunger right now feels like!
no.
lazy.
i shall go back to sleep now.
=)
if i die young,
just burn me up and wash me into the sea. =)
but then again, what is life without a life.
it's almost like you're a walking corpse.
in a way, it feels like it wouldnt make much difference if you're dead or alive.
might as well disappear and vanish; as though there was no existence of you in the first place.
life should never be taken forgranted, but throughout our lives, all we do is hunt, search high and low, look into every corners, trying to figure ourselves out, and also the true meaning of life.
maybe life would actually begin when we stop bothering about all these unnecessary thoughts.
but then again, it isnt easy for some of us. our minds are constantly at work, thinking, wondering, and questioning.
life should never be take forgranted,
some have high and mighty ambitious dreams but are unable to achieve them,
while others have the life to go for it, but for some reasons, just wouldnt be bothered to go for it.
life is a contradicting matter.
wait, maybe not matter, you cant weight life.
but u can measure... wops. i think i just contradicted myself again. =O
i have no stand in this, but life should be valued.
the question HOW, is something each and everyone of us have to figure out on our own.
life.
what is life?
*i really dont know how to go on about this, i'll just get myself even more confused than i currently am right now. =/*
**sorry**
but then again, what is life without a life.
it's almost like you're a walking corpse.
in a way, it feels like it wouldnt make much difference if you're dead or alive.
might as well disappear and vanish; as though there was no existence of you in the first place.
life should never be taken forgranted, but throughout our lives, all we do is hunt, search high and low, look into every corners, trying to figure ourselves out, and also the true meaning of life.
maybe life would actually begin when we stop bothering about all these unnecessary thoughts.
but then again, it isnt easy for some of us. our minds are constantly at work, thinking, wondering, and questioning.
life should never be take forgranted,
some have high and mighty ambitious dreams but are unable to achieve them,
while others have the life to go for it, but for some reasons, just wouldnt be bothered to go for it.
life is a contradicting matter.
wait, maybe not matter, you cant weight life.
but u can measure... wops. i think i just contradicted myself again. =O
i have no stand in this, but life should be valued.
the question HOW, is something each and everyone of us have to figure out on our own.
life.
what is life?
*i really dont know how to go on about this, i'll just get myself even more confused than i currently am right now. =/*
**sorry**
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