i love animals.

i really do.
just that whiskey doesn't seem to to like it when i pet her,
she doesn't seem to like it when anyone tries to touch her, actually.
and dao dao is kinda scary at times,
he can get a little rough sometimes, but he is glued to my auntie.
and bubbly is annoying cos he doesn't eat at times,
he has problems eating, which worries me, but there was nothing i could do about it.
and i? am always walking in and out of the house, almost ignoring them.
whiskey and bubbly are both cats, and dao dao is a dog.
i love them, just that i don't really get to spend much time with them.
heh.
my aunt takes care of them, so... i mainly observe them whenever i feel like it.

i can sit there and stare at an ant or spider, or whatever living thing for hours and not get bored.
at least i think i can.
animals' behaviour interests me.
unlike us humans, they have nothing to hide,
it's just us, being unable to understand what their expressions or emotions mean
but surely, what they try to express, is normally clear and unhidden.

as a matter of fact, i can't stand the sight of an injured animal.
i remember when i was younger, a pigeon flew into my grandma's house, and hit the fan.
pretty sure that pigeon broked it's wing.
and i knew what was happening, all i could do was scream, shout and cry.
every single time i see a dead animal on the road, i would also scream, get goosebumps and also feel really uncomfortable after that sight.
which is unavoidable, because when a person drives, the probability of seeing a dead animal on the road, is always there.
now, i learnt that i can't look at these carcasses on the roads and i'll just get myself occupied by looking at the mirrors and not on the road for that split second until i passed that 'mass' on the road.
and. just a few minutes ago, i saw this video on the cruelty of humans on the sharks, just to get their sharkfins.
damnit. they could just slice of their fins and throw those poor finless sharks back into the ocean, waiting for it's death.
honestly saying, I CRIED WATCHING THAT VIDEO!
i really did.
poor things. they can't speak human language and speak for themselves.
omg.
true enough we are humans, and we are somehow 'superior' over animals, but it doesn't mean we should be treating the animals like they are nothing.
yes they can scream and all, but i'm pretty sure those who are hungry of the huge amount of money offered, are able to ignore the screams and the inhumanity crap they are doing.

i am frustrated.
i am disappointed to be a human in this sense.
where humans use their superior powers in the wrong ways

there is a reason why they are around before us humans, existence.
in fact, i'm pretty sure there are REASONS for their existence in the first place.
and now, we are the smartest out of all the species on the surface of the earth,
and we cannot seem to stand it if there is a single species out there that could possible overpower us some day.
nope, i'm pretty sure we can't.
thus the ruthless and heartless doings of us humans, on those who we can overpower,
just to show that "you can't overpower me, if you ever do exist, you still can't"

okay, at some point, i do believe i am not making sense at all.
but yeah.
oops.

i want to study animal science.
either studying their behaviour, or them themselves.
whatever it is, i'm sure that i want to study animals.

yeay.
i am going nowhere with this post.
hahahahahhaha!
just stop animal cruelty,
i beg of you,
please do stop.
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