results were like SHIT.

beyond repair.
no. it is repairable.
note the 'were' in that first sentence. it was raw.
definitely proves that i am determined to do better the next time around.
ROAR!
but really, my results were pretty crappy.
=(

psycho was the most upsetting results.
from a previous 55%, i dropped to a fail.
which i expected cos i couldn't answer the questions at all during the exam.
i stayed back two whole weeks, just trying to cover what miss jane has taught, but, it didn't seem to work.
as an effect, i started to make my own notes.
which i started on the friday during the hols.
i don't want to fail my psycho again. i want to improve. i will improve.

maths.
it is BAD as usual.
but i still believe i can improve if i do more practise.
33 out of 80.
and a 2 out of 20.
*i am dead if my sister reads this*
adding the two up, i have a total of 35 out of 100.
at least i had a slight bit of confidence more than the previous test.
the previous Evaluation Exam was pure bullcrap.
why? because teacher gave us the question that were going to be tested on the exam.
but i was 'too smart' that i couldn't bother asking around how to solve it.
so i went in with an empty knowledge of knowing how to do the questions.
too smart.
well. last month, we were bombarded with math tests, almost every week.
it pretty much prepared me to sit for this exam.
but yeap. i didn't focus as much on math as i did with psycho.
which i shouldn't have. which i pretty much regret doing.
i just need to do more practise with my maths.
i must.

chemistry.
i have yet to get my results back.
i am waiting in agony.
i am prepared to see it coming back with less than 40 for this exam.
the previous exam, it was that bad that i got only 44.
i am so not proud of it.
been reading chem every now and then whenever i could.
let's just see what the outcome is.
cos i am pretty sure i did really badly for this one.

bio.
i could've done better.
my essays are suffering. i couldn't hit the exact point the lecturers were looking for.
i lost a pretty huge amount of marks there.
=/
i love bio.
thank goodness it's my highest scoring subject of the 5.
but then again, it's only average when compared to everybody else.

eald.
16/20 and 12/20
28/40
i am pretty impressed with my first part.
and i thank blogging for that.
but my 2nd part seems pretty screwed up, doesn't it?
heh. it was the movie review thingy. i guess i couldn't really relate.
cos i had two whole pages lined at the side with the word 'narration' written on it.
but really.
my synthesis has improved! YEAY!
now i have to nail oral speaking. *mutters*

owh yeah.
this is definitely a rant post.
and i don't care.
i needed to say this.
simply because,

college life isn't as easy as you think.
people may look like they play all day, but these people really do study.
that is the ultimate proof to "study hard, play hard".
as for people like me, who are pretty much brainless and lazy, we can stand at the side, and sweep up dust and dirt off the floor as the smart and hardworking ones can stand tall, and doesn't even notice our existence.
this. is a general statement.
what i'm trying to say is that, laziness, will get us nowhere.
especially at this era.
like seriously.
i do look down at those who don't take initiative to do almost anything.
there may be people who we see as 'smart but lazy'
because we don't see them studying and yet score extremely well during exams.
well, the truth is, they do study, jsut that we DON'T see them study.
that immediately eliminates a stereotype part of me towards these people.
because as time goes by, as we grow older, we are bombarded with more and more work,
if ever we do get lazy at any point, we fall, we fall to the point where we most probably have to start from square one all over again.
but if we do work hard, the outcome is always priceless.
always.
and if you're always envious of a person who seems lazy and always scores well,
just remember, they will not be in that state for a very long time.
besides, what we say, may be deceiving our thoughts.
after all, we choose what we want to see.

heh.
suddenly it doens't make sense.
owh well.

study hard and smart, people!
SACE and WACE, it's the same battle we are fighting for, ATAR. =X
good luck! ;)