here is to the last one month to hell.
hrm.
maybe it isn't that bad.
thinking about the future scares the crap out of me.
considering how much i have to prepare for,
considering that i have no idea what is ahead of me,
those thoughts are scary, MAN!

the past will never leave me.
it will stay where it is.
but there is no way, you expect to be held back by your past,
being stuck at that particular moment forever.
even if one wishes to, that fact will never come true.
truth is, the past will haunt.

i don't want to be haunted.
i am waaaaaaaaay to afraid just by knowing that i am being haunted.
so i neglect this point.
i neglect the part where the past will swallow me up whole someday in the future.
someday where i would be pondering about today, the past, and what i could've done instead.

people say; live life without regrets.

so what if there are people who practise that statement?
it is actually possible for that statement to turn into a reality.
again, it all depends on the individual
with the given choice of having regrets or not to have regrets.

the past is haunting me, the future is scaring the daylights out of me.
what do i do?
make every present moment, count.