it's november,
and it's two months away from the start of a whole new year.
which also hints that my birthday is coming!
yeap. beginning of the years always mark that my birthday is around the corner.
i am absolutely jealous of those who were born in the month of november and december. i am a whole ten months older than these people are.
two months short of me being a whole year older than them, which doesnt really make much difference, does it?

but then again, it also marks the end of the current year.
other than it marking the comings of a whole bunch of december babies, where their birthday celebrations are normally the grandest due to their long wait that they are FINALLY LEGAL. =/

and here i am sitting in front my my desktop,
talking about something random, while complaining about birthdays.
heh.
alright, let's get into business.
it's almost the end of the year,
and there is alot that i have to plan, to make sure that my year would end normally.
so that i would not have any regrets when it comes to the beginning of the new year.
and for now, i have a few things to do that i have to accomplish before the end of the year.
mind you, two months is not long,
it is indeed the shortest period ever when you have to use these remaining month wisely.
wisely.
literally wisely.

it wasnt until last year that i realise the importance of the last two months of the year before the beginning of the new year.
last year, i was determined to get my ass into college,
college resumes on the first week of january itself.
there wasnt much time to celebrate since it was an early course.
oops.
i was torn between AusMat and SAM.
i spent the whole month thinking, which would be the best, for i did not want to elapse into a year of regret.
for this level in college would have been the most important part of life... as of now that is.
and then there were outings with high school buddies, just to keep the bonding there, for we knew when the year begins, we wouldnt have that much of a facetime with each other anymore.

this year however,
it would have to be similar with the previous year,
where i would have to gather all my necessary information and such in preparation to apply for the universities, where ever i could land my luck on.
and also, since AusMat is only a one year program, this last two months would have to be filled with activities for our last chance to hang out with each other before we depart to our own separate ways for the future.
would also need to go visit my mom again.
being a filial daughter all this while, being having the freedom to have a decision whereby i could fly alone to my mom's and stay with her for as long as i can, at least i'm doing something i should be doing.
a filial child i am. =/

i apologise for my weird sense of writing this time around,
i have no clue what has gotten into me.
=X