change.

change is new.
change is abnormal.
change is different.
change is alteration.
change is... terrifying.

just when you manage to adapt into the current situation and you feel safe and comfortable with it,
something changes,
and you have to start from scratch, all over again.
it makes you feel insecure,
lost,
scared.
though that thought, "things are different now" is so blardy obvious, it is just HARD to accept new changes.

but sometimes changes are natural
natural that you wont realise
not until somebody mentions it, and then you'll be like "omg. really?"
and then it hits you.
making you go on and on and on again, wondering what and how.
you feel uneasy, cos it's different.

but changes happen all the time.
that's what makes life unpredictable.
you can never tell what will happen next, and how it'll affect everything.
ah. even affect and effect has differences.
affect would be the "thing" that causes the effect
and effect would be the "thing" that is caused by the something.
if that even makes sense. @@

humans are made to adapt to changes
but why is it that changes MUST happen constantly.
is it that life would be BORING if there were no change at all?
to think again, if there is not change, then there would not have been any problems at all.
no dramas,
no arguements,
nothing.

life would be dull then.
but it would be peaceful.

ah~

life.
it's always teasing us in many ways.
just when we think everything is fine, woops. it bitch slaps us in the face and there we go again.
interesting.
learning to adapt is the only way we can keep our heads above water.

HOI! WHERE ALL THE RAINBOWS AT?! ROAR!!!